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SarahGray_2015P-_我儿子短暂的一生如何造就了永恒的改变_
I was three months pregnant with twins when my husband Ross and I went to my second sonogram . 当我怀上双胞胎3个月后, 我和丈夫罗斯一起去做第二次超声波检查。
pregnant:adj.怀孕的;富有意义的; sonogram:n.声波图;声谱记录;语图;
I was 35 years old at the time, and I knew that that meant we had a higher risk of having a child with a birth defect . 当时我35岁, 我知道这意味着有很大风险 我们的孩子会有先天缺陷。
defect:n.缺陷;缺点;毛病;v.叛变;背叛;投敌;
So, Ross and I researched the standard birth defects , and we felt reasonably prepared. 于是我跟罗斯了解了一下常见的先天缺陷, 觉得自己已经准备好了。
standard:n.标准;水准;旗;度量衡标准;adj.标准的;合规格的;公认为优秀的; defects:n.缺点;瑕疵;不合格品(defect的复数);v.叛变(defect的三单形式); reasonably:adv.合理地;相当地;适度地;
Well, nothing would have prepared us for the bizarre diagnosis that we were about to face. 但我们万万没有想到, 等待我们的是这样的结果。
bizarre:adj.奇异的(指态度,容貌,款式等); diagnosis:n.诊断; were about to:眼看就要;即将;正要;行将;
The doctor explained that one of our twins, Thomas, had a fatal birth defect called anencephaly . 医生告诉我们其中一个孩子托马斯, 患有一种致命的先天疾病叫大脑缺失症。
fatal:adj.致命的;灾难性的;毁灭性的;导致失败的; anencephaly:n.先天无脑畸形;
This means that his brain was not formed correctly because part of his skull was missing. 他的大脑发育不完整, 缺少一部分颅骨。
skull:n.头盖骨,脑壳;
Babies with this diagnosis typically die in utero or within a few minutes, hours or days of being born. 患有这种疾病的婴儿一般无法出生, 即使出生也会很快夭折。
typically:adv.代表性地;作为特色地; utero:子宫;
But the other twin, Callum, appeared to be healthy, as far as the doctor could tell, and these twins were identical , genetically identical. 而另一个孩子,卡勒姆, 根据医生的诊断,看起来很健康, 但这两个孩子可是双胞胎啊, 他们的基因完全相同。
as far as:至于…; identical:adj.同一的;完全相同的;n.完全相同的事物; genetically:adv.从遗传学角度;从基因方面;
So after a lot of questions about how this could have possibly happened, a selective reduction was mentioned, and while this procedure was not impossible, 为什么会这样,我们感到疑惑不解, 我们讨论了选择性流产的方案, 尽管有可能成功,
selective:adj.选择性的;有选择的;认真挑选的;严格筛选的; reduction:n.减少;缩小;降低;减价;折扣;缩图; procedure:n.步骤;手术;(商业、法律或政治上的)程序;
it posed some unique risks for the healthy twin and for me, so we decided to carry the pregnancy to term. 但我和健康的那个孩子要冒很大风险, 于是我们决定不做流产手术。
posed:v.造成;引起;产生;提问;质询;摆好姿势;(pose的过去分词和过去式) unique:adj.独特的,稀罕的;[数]唯一的;n.独一无二的人或物; pregnancy:n.怀孕;丰富,多产;意义深长;
So there I was, three months pregnant, with two trimesters ahead of me, and I had to find a way to manage my blood pressure and my stress. 这就是当时我的处境,怀孕三个月,还有六个月要等, 我还要想办法控制自己的血压和心理压力。
trimesters:n.三学期制; blood pressure:n.[医]血压;
And it felt like having a roommate point a loaded gun at you for six months. 那感觉就像有一个人在你房间,整整六个月拿着一把上膛的枪对着你
But I stared down the barrel of that gun for so long that I saw a light at the end of the tunnel . 但我盯着枪口看了那么久 居然从枪管的尽头看到了一丝曙光。
stared:v.盯着看;凝视;注视;(stare的过去分词和过去式) barrel:n.桶;枪管;一桶(的量);v.飞驰; tunnel:n.地下通道;地道;隧道;(动物的)洞穴通道;v.开凿隧道;挖地道;
While there was nothing we could do to prevent the tragedy , 既然悲剧已无法避免,
tragedy:n.悲惨的事;不幸;灾难;悲剧作品;
I wanted to find a way for Thomas's brief life to have some kind of positive impact . 我想让托马斯短暂的生命 能产生些积极的影响。
positive:adj.积极的;[数]正的,[医][化学]阳性的;确定的;n.正数;[摄]正片; impact:n.影响;效果;碰撞;冲击力;v.挤入,压紧;撞击;对…产生影响;
So I asked my nurse about organ , eye and tissue donation . 于是我询问了护士关于器官捐赠的事情。
organ:n.[生物]器官;机构;风琴;管风琴;嗓音; tissue:n.纸巾,手巾纸;(人、动植物细胞的)组织; donation:n.捐赠;捐赠物;赠送;
She connected with our local organ-procurement organization , the Washington Regional Transplant Community . 她帮我联系了当地一家器官移植机构, “华盛顿地区器官移植联合体”。
organization:n.组织;机构;体制;团体; Regional:adj.地区的;局部的;整个地区的; Transplant:v.移植;迁移;使移居;n.移植;移居者; Community:n.社区;[生态]群落;共同体;团体;
WRTC explained to me that Thomas would probably be too small at birth to donate for transplant, and I was shocked: 他们跟我解释说, 托马斯太小了,他的器官不适合用来移植, 我非常震惊:
donate:v.赠送;献(血);捐献(器官);
I didn't even know you could be rejected for that. 我根本没想过捐赠也能被拒绝。
rejected:adj.被拒的;不合格的;v.拒绝,驳回;(reject的过去式和过去分词)
But they said that he would be a good candidate to donate for research. 但他们告诉我,也许捐赠给研究机构会比较合适。
This helped me see Thomas in a new light. 这让我看到了新的希望。
As opposed to just a victim of a disease , 托马斯不仅仅是一名患者,
opposed:adj.强烈反对; v.反对(计划、政策等); (oppose的过去分词和过去式) victim:n.受害人;牺牲品;牺牲者; disease:n.病,[医]疾病;弊病;vt.传染;使…有病;
I started to see him as a possible key to unlock a medical mystery. 还有可能成为一项医学奇迹的关键。
On March 23, 2010, the twins were born, and they were both born alive. 2010年3月23日, 两个孩子顺利出生了。
And just like the doctor said, 正如医生诊断那样,
Thomas was missing the top part of his skull, but he could nurse, drink from a bottle, cuddle and grab our fingers like a normal baby, and he slept in our arms. 托马斯头顶的颅骨缺了一块, 但他照样能喝奶, 用奶瓶喝, 能像普通的宝宝一样抓我们的手指, 躺在我们怀里睡觉。
cuddle:v.拥抱;偎依;舒服地贴著身睡;n.搂抱,拥抱; grab:v.攫取;霸占;将…深深吸引;n.攫取;霸占;夺取之物;
After six days, Thomas died in Ross's arms surrounded by our family. 6天以后,托马斯在罗斯的怀中离开了我们, 我们全家人都陪着他。
We called WRTC, who sent a van to our home and brought him to Children's National Medical Center. 我们给WRTC打电话,他们派来一辆车, 把托马斯带到了国家儿童医学中心。
van:n.厢式货车;客货车;v.选矿;用车搬运;
A few hours later, we got a call to say that the recovery was a success, and Thomas's donations would be going to four different places. 几个小时之后,我们接到电话,事情进展得很顺利, 托马斯的器官被送到了四个不同的机构。
recovery:n.恢复,复原;痊愈;重获; donations:n.捐赠物;捐赠;赠送;(donation的复数)
His cord blood would go to Duke University. 他的脐带血被送到了杜克大学。
cord:n.(结实的)粗线,细绳;灯芯绒裤子;v.用索子捆[绑,扎];堆积(柴薪) Duke:n.公爵,(公国的)君主;公爵(种)樱桃;
His liver would go to a cell-therapy company called Cytonet in Durham. 他的肝脏被送到了达勒姆一家细胞治疗公司,叫Cytonet。
liver:n.肝;(动物供食用的)肝;
His corneas would go to Schepens Eye Research Institute , which is part of Harvard Medical School, and his retinas would go to the University of Pennsylvania . 他的角膜被送到了斯格本斯眼科研究院, 从属于哈佛医学院, 他的视网膜被送到了宾夕法尼亚大学。
corneas:n.[解剖]角膜(cornea的复数形式); Institute:v.开始(调查);制定;创立;提起(诉讼);n.学会,协会;学院; Harvard:n.哈佛大学;哈佛大学学生; retinas:n.[解剖]视网膜; Pennsylvania:n.宾夕法尼亚州(美国州名);
A few days later, we had a funeral with our immediate family, including baby Callum, and we basically closed this chapter in our lives. 几天后,我们举行了一个葬礼,只有直系亲属参加, 包括小卡勒姆, 我们几乎算是将这一段翻篇儿了。
funeral:n.葬礼;麻烦事;adj.丧葬的,出殡的; basically:adv.主要地,基本上;
But I did find myself wondering, what's happening now? 但我老是在想,事情怎么样了？
What are the researchers learning? 那些学者们发现什么了吗？
And was it even worthwhile to donate? 托马斯的遗体捐赠真的值得吗？
worthwhile:adj.值得做的,值得花时间的;
WRTC invited Ross and I to a grief retreat , and we met about 15 other grieving families who had donated their loved one's organs for transplant. WRTC邀请罗斯和我参加了一个互助会, 见到了其他15个不幸的家庭, 他们都将自己亲人的器官捐赠了出去。
grief:n.悲痛;忧伤;不幸; retreat:v.撤退;退却;后退;退缩;n.撤退;退却;退缩;退避; grieving:v.悲伤,悲痛,伤心;使悲伤;使伤心;(grieve的现在分词) donated:v.捐赠,赠送;献(血);捐献(器官);(donate的过去分词和过去式) organs:n.[生物]器官;机构;风琴(organ的复数);
Some of them had even received letters from the people who received their loved one's organs, saying thank you. 有些人甚至收到了信, 来自那些接受捐赠的人, 向他们表示感谢。
I learned that they could even meet each other if they'd both sign a waiver , almost like an open adoption . 我了解到他们甚至可以见面 只要双方都签一份弃权声明, 就像开放式领养一样。
waiver:n.弃权,放弃;弃权证书; adoption:n.采用;收养;接受;
And I was so excited, I thought maybe I could write a letter or I could get a letter and learn about what happened. 我非常兴奋,我觉得我也可以写信 或者让他们给我写,来了解事情的进展。
But I was disappointed to learn that this process only exists for people who donate for transplant. 但后来我很失望,因为我了解到 只有那些捐赠器官用于移植手术的人才能这么做。
process:v.处理;加工;列队行进;n.过程,进行;方法,adj.经过特殊加工(或处理)的;
So I was jealous . I had transplant envy , I guess. 我很嫉妒。嫉妒那些器官移植的人。
jealous:adj.妒忌的;猜疑的;唯恐失去的;戒备的; envy:n.嫉妒,妒忌;羡慕;v.嫉妒,妒忌;羡慕;感到妒忌;显示出妒忌;
(Laughter) （笑声）
But over the years that followed, 但在接下来的几年里,
I learned a lot more about donation, and I even got a job in the field. 我越来越了解器官捐赠, 甚至在这领域找到了一份工作。
And I came up with an idea. 我有了一个念头。
I wrote a letter that started out, "Dear Researcher." 我写了一封邮件,开头是这样的, “亲爱的研究者,”
I explained who I was, and I asked if they could tell me why they requested infant retinas in March of 2010, and I asked if my family could visit their lab. 我介绍了我自己, 问他们可不可以告诉我,为什么在2010年3月的时候, 需要新生儿的视网膜, 我还请求带家人参观他们的实验室。
infant:n.婴儿;幼儿;未成年人;adj.婴儿的;幼稚的;初期的;未成年的;
I emailed it to the eye bank that arranged the donation, the Old Dominion Eye Foundation , and asked if they could send it to the right person. 我把这封邮件发给了当初安排捐赠的眼睛库, “弗吉尼亚眼睛基金会”, 请他们把这封邮件转发给相关人员。
arranged:adj.安排的;v.安排;计划;准备(arrange的过去式和过去分词); Dominion:n.主权,统治权;支配;领土; Foundation:n.基础;地基;基金会;根据;创立;
They said that they had never done this before, and they couldn't guarantee a response , but they wouldn't be an obstacle , and they would deliver it. 他们说以前从未做过类似事情, 不保证能得到回应, 但他们会帮我把邮件转发出去。
guarantee:n.保证;担保;保证人;保证书;抵押品;v.保证;担保; response:n.响应;反应;回答; obstacle:n.障碍;障碍物;阻碍;绊脚石;
Two days later, I got a response from Dr. Arupa Ganguly of the University of Pennsylvania. 两天后,我收到了回应, 来自宾夕法尼亚大学的阿鲁帕?甘古丽博士。
She thanked me for the donation, and she explained that she is studying retinoblastoma , which is a deadly cancer of the retina that affects children under the age of five, and she said that yes, we were invited to visit her lab. 她对我们的捐赠表示感谢, 她说自己在研究视网膜母细胞瘤, 那是一种致命的视网膜肿瘤, 主要影响5岁以下的孩子, 而且她同意邀请我们参观她的实验室。
retinoblastoma:n.[肿瘤]成视网膜细胞瘤;眼癌(有遗传性); deadly:adj.致命的;非常的;死一般的;adv.非常;如死一般地; cancer:n.癌症;恶性肿瘤; under the age of:在年龄之下;16岁以下;
So next we talked on the phone, and one of the first things she said to me was that she couldn't possibly imagine how we felt, and that Thomas had given the ultimate sacrifice , and that she seemed to feel indebted to us. 之后我们通了电话, 她对我说的第一件事就是 她无法想象我们经历了什么, 托马斯做出了巨大的牺牲, 她觉得自己亏欠我们很多。
ultimate:adj.最终的;极限的;根本的;n.终极;根本;基本原则; sacrifice:n.牺牲;舍弃;祭献;祭祀;祭品;v.牺牲;献出;作祭献 indebted:adj.感激的;负债的;蒙恩的;
So I said, "Nothing against your study, but we didn't actually pick it. 我说,“并不是针对你的研究, 但真的不是我们自己选的。
We donated to the system, and the system chose your study. 我们只是进行了捐赠,是系统选择了你的研究。”
I said, "And second of all, bad things happen to children every day, and if you didn't want these retinas, they would probably be buried in the ground right now. 我说,“而且,每天都有许多孩子经历不幸, 如果你们不用这些视网膜, 它们也不过是长埋于地下。
So to be able to participate in your study gives Thomas's life a new layer of meaning. 因此,能够参与你们的研究, 也算是托马斯生命的另一层意义。
participate:v.参加;参与; layer:n.层,层次; vt.把…分层堆放; vi.形成或分成层次;
So, never feel guilty about using this tissue." 所以,千万不要觉得亏欠我们。”
guilty:adj.有罪的;内疚的;
Next, she explained to me how rare it was. 之后,她向我解释一切发生得太巧。
She had placed a request for this tissue six years earlier with the National Disease Research Interchange . 她在6年前就向“国家疾病研究交流中心” 提交了视网膜需求申请。
Interchange:vt.(指两人等)交换;互换;vi.交换;相互交换;n.互换;立体交叉道;
She got only one sample of tissue that fit her criteria , and it was Thomas's. 而她收到的唯一符合标准的样本, 就来自托马斯。
criteria:n.标准,条件(criterion的复数);
Next, we arranged a date for me to come visit the lab, and we chose March 23, 2015, which was the twins' fifth birthday. 随后,我们需要确定参观实验室的时间, 我们选择了2015年3月23日,就在双胞胎5岁生日当天。
After we hung up, I emailed her some pictures of Thomas and Callum, and a few weeks later, we received this T-shirt in the mail. 打完电话,我给她发了托马斯和卡勒姆的照片, 几周后,我们收到了他们寄来的T恤。
A few months later, Ross, Callum and I piled in the car and we went for a road trip. 几个月后,罗斯、卡勒姆和我收拾行装, 开车上路。
piled:v.堆放;叠放;放置;装入;拥挤;(pile的过去分词和过去式)
We met Arupa and her staff, and Arupa said that when I told her not to feel guilty, that it was a relief , and that she hadn't seen it from our perspective . 我们见到了阿鲁帕和她的团队, 阿鲁帕说,当我告诉她不要觉得亏欠时她真的松了一口气, 她以前从来没有像我们一样来看这件事。
relief:n.救济;减轻,解除;安慰;浮雕; perspective:n.观点;远景;透视图;adj.透视的;
She also explained that Thomas had a secret code name . 她还告诉我们托马斯有一个秘密代号。
code name:v.给与代号;
The same way Henrietta Lacks is called HeLa, 就像亨瑞艾塔?拉克丝被称为“海拉”一样,
Thomas was called RES 360. 托马斯被称作RES 360。
RES means research, and 360 means he was the 360th specimen over the course of about 10 years. RES是指“研究”, 360是指他是整个项目进行10年来 第360个样本。
specimen:n.标本;样品;样本;(尤指动植物的)单一实例;
She also shared with us a unique document, and it was the shipping label that sent his retinas from DC to Philadelphia . 她还给我们展示了一份独特的文件, 是当年的运输标签, 把托马斯的视网膜从华盛顿运到费城。
label:n.标签;标记;谓;唱片公司;v.贴标签于;用标签标明; Philadelphia:n.费城(美国宾夕法尼亚州东南部港市);
This shipping label is like an heirloom to us now. 这个运输标签现在成了我们的传家宝。
heirloom:n.传家宝;世代相传之物;
It's the same way that a military medal or a wedding certificate might be. 它的意义就如军功章或者结婚证一般。
military:adj.军事的;军人的;适于战争的;n.军队;军人; certificate:n.证明;证明书;合格证书;文凭;v.发给结业证书;(尤指)发给职业培训证书;
Arupa also explained that she is using Thomas's retina and his RNA to try to inactivate the gene that causes tumor formation , and she even showed us some results that were based on RES 360. 阿鲁帕还告诉我们,她利用托马斯的视网膜和RNA 试图让形成肿瘤的基因失活, 她还展示了根据RES 360得到的一些研究成果。
inactivate:vt.使不活动;使不活泼;阻止活动; tumor:n.肿瘤;肿块;赘生物; formation:n.形成;编队;组成;队形;
Then she took us to the freezer and she showed us the two samples that she still has that are still labeled RES 360. 然后她把我们带到冷冻柜前, 给我们看她依然保存的两个样本, 上面的标签写着RES 360。
freezer:n.冰箱;冷冻库;制冷工; labeled:adj.有标签的; v.示踪; (label的过去分词和过去式)
There's two little ones left. 那是两份很小的样本。
She said she saved it because she doesn't know when she might get more. 她说之所以保存它们 是因为她不知道什么时候能再找到合适的样本。
After this, we went to the conference room and we relaxed and we had lunch together, and the lab staff presented Callum with a birthday gift. 随后我们来到会议室, 休息了一会,一起吃午饭, 实验室工作人员送给卡勒姆一份生日礼物。
conference:n.会议;研讨会;商讨会;体育协会(或联合会) relaxed:adj.轻松的;冷静的;v.放松;休息;宽慰;(relax的过去分词和过去式)
It was a child's lab kit . 是一套儿童试验装备。
kit:v.装备;n.成套工具;配套元件;成套设备;全套衣服及装备;
And they also offered him an internship . 他们还给了他一个实习的机会。
internship:n.实习生;(美)实习期;实习医师职位;
(Laughter) （笑声）
So in closing, I have two simple messages today. 最后,我想传递两个简单的信息。
One is that most of us probably don't think about donating to research. 第一,我们大部分人可能从未想过捐赠器官用于研究。
donating:v.捐赠,赠送;(donate的现在分词)
I know I didn't. I think I'm a normal person. 因为我以前就没想过,我也是个普通人。
But I did it. 但我这样做了。
It was a good experience, and I recommend it, and it brought my family a lot of peace. 这是一次不错的经历我建议你们也试试, 它给我的家庭带来了平静。
recommend:v.推荐;介绍;劝告;建议;使受欢迎;
And second is if you work with human tissue and you wonder about the donor and about the family, write them a letter. 第二,如果你从事人体器官研究, 考虑一下捐赠者和他们的家庭, 联系一下他们。
donor:n.捐赠者;供者;赠送人;adj.捐献的;经人工授精出生的;
Tell them you received it, tell them what you're working on, and invite them to visit your lab, because that visit may be even more gratifying for you than it is for them. 告诉他们你收到了捐赠,介绍一下你的工作, 请他们你的实验室看一看, 你因此得到的满足 可能比他们还多。
gratifying:adj.令人高兴的;使人满意的;v.使高兴;使满意;满足;(gratify的现在分词)
And I'd also like to ask you a favor. 我还想请你们帮个忙。
If you're ever successful in arranging one of these visits, please tell me about it. 如果你成功安排了这么一次参观, 请发邮件告诉我。
arranging:v.安排;筹备;整理;排列;(arrange的现在分词)
The other part of my family's story is that we ended up visiting all four facilities that received Thomas's donations. 关于我家故事的结尾就是 我们参观了全部四家接受了 托马斯器官捐赠的机构。
facilities:n.设施;设备;特别装置;特色;场所;(facility的复数)
And we met amazing people doing inspiring work. 我们见到了许多了不起的人,他们在做了不起的事。
inspiring:adj.鼓舞人心的;灌输的;v.鼓舞;激发;使感悟;(inspire的现在分词)
The way I see it now is that Thomas got into Harvard, 我现在认为托马斯考入了哈佛大学,
Duke and Penn -- 杜克大学和宾州大学。
(Laughter) （笑声）
And he has a job at Cytonet, and he has colleagues and he has coworkers who are in the top of their fields. 他在Cytonet找到了工作, 他有很多同事, 都是本领域的顶尖人才。
colleagues:n.同事;同行(colleague的复数); coworkers:n.同事;合作人;(coworker的复数形式)
And they need him in order to do their job. 他们的工作都离不开托马斯。
And a life that once seemed brief and insignificant revealed itself to be vital , everlasting and relevant . 一个原本看起来短暂而微不足道的生命 变得重要、永恒和充满意义。
insignificant:adj.无关紧要的; revealed:v.揭示;显示;露出;(reveal的过去分词和过去式) vital:adj.至关重要的;生死攸关的;有活力的; everlasting:adj.永久的;永恒的;冗长的;n.永久;无穷; relevant:adj.相关的;切题的;中肯的;有重大关系的;有意义的,目的明确的;
And I only hope that my life can be as relevant. 我只希望我的一生也能过得有意义。
Thank you. 谢谢大家。
(Applause) （掌声）