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AnandaShankar_2009I-_用舞蹈战胜癌症_
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This is an ode to the mother goddess, that most of us in India learn when we are children. |
有一首关于印度神母的颂歌, 是我们大部分的印度人从小就学习的。 |
ode:n.赋;颂歌;颂诗;
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I learned it when I was four at my mother's knee. |
在我四岁的时候也学习了这首歌 坐在我母亲的膝头上。 |
That year she introduced me to dance, and thus began my tryst with classical dance. |
也正是那一年,她引导我进入舞蹈的殿堂。 而这一开端 正是我与印度古典舞幽会的伊始。 |
tryst:n.幽会,约会;vt.约会,约定;与…幽会;vi.约会; classical:adj.古典的;经典的;传统的;第一流的;n.古典音乐;
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Since then -- it's been four decades now -- |
从那时开始,到现在已经40年了—— |
I've trained with the best in the field, performed across the globe, taught young and old alike, created, collaborated , choreographed , and wove a rich tapestry of artistry , achievement and awards. |
我师从这一行最优秀的舞者, 在世界各地演出, 教导年轻的和年老的舞蹈爱好者, 创造,合作, 编舞, 我编织了一个绚丽的挂毯, 用我的艺术,成就,和奖章。 |
performed:v.表演;执行;履行;演出;工作,运转(好/不好)(perform的过去分词和过去式) collaborated:v.合作;协作;通敌;勾结敌人;(collaborate的过去分词和过去式) choreographed:vt.精心设计(choreograph的过去式);adj.精心设计的;刻意安排的; wove:adj.布纹的;n.布纹纸;v.织布(weave的过去式); tapestry:n.织锦;挂毯;绣帷;vt.用挂毯装饰; artistry:n.艺术性;工艺;艺术技巧;艺术效果;艺术工作;
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The crowning glory was in 2007, when I received this country's fourth highest civilian award, the Padma Shri, for my contribution to art. |
2007年我获得了至高无上的荣誉, 那一年 我得到了印度 授予公民的第四高荣誉,莲花奖(Padma Shri) 作为我对艺术贡献的回报 |
crowning glory:无上光荣;至高荣耀;无上的光荣;至高无上的光荣; civilian:adj.民用的;百姓的,平民的;n.平民,百姓; contribution:n.捐款;捐资;定期缴款;贡献;促成作用;稿件;
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But nothing, nothing prepared me for what I was to hear on the first of July 2008. |
但是 任何事都不足以让我有心理准备 去面对我将要得知的 在2008年的7月1号 |
I heard the word " carcinoma ." |
我得知了一个词“恶性肿瘤” |
carcinoma:n.[肿瘤]癌;
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Yes, breast cancer . |
是的,乳腺癌 |
cancer:n.癌症;恶性肿瘤;
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As I sat dumbstruck in my doctor's office, |
我坐在医生的办公室里,呆若木鸡 |
dumbstruck:adj.吓得发懵的;被吓得目瞪口呆的;
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I heard other words: "cancer," "stage," "grade." |
我听到了另外一些词 “癌症”,“期”,“恶性程度” |
Until then, Cancer was the zodiac sign of my friend, stage was what I performed on, and grades were what I got in school. |
那时之前,癌(Cancer)是十二宫中的巨蟹座。 是我朋友的星座 “期”(Stage)是我表演的舞台, “恶性程度”(Grade)是我在学校得到的成绩 |
zodiac:n.黄道带,十二宫图;
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That day, I realized |
那一天,我意识到 |
I had an unwelcome , uninvited , new life partner. |
我有一个不受欢迎的,不请自来的, 新终生伴侣 |
unwelcome:adj.不受欢迎的;讨厌的;不被接受的;vt.冷淡地对待;n.冷淡; uninvited:adj.未被邀请的;未经请求的;
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As a dancer, |
作为一个舞者 |
I know the nine rasas or the navarasas: anger, valor , disgust , humor and fear. |
我知道九情操(印度古典舞蹈中通过肢体或表情表达不同情绪的方式) 愤怒,勇敢, 厌恶,诙谐 与恐怖 |
valor:n.英勇;勇猛(等于valour); disgust:n.厌恶;反感;憎恶;v.使作呕;使厌恶;使反感; humor:n.幽默;心情;情绪;脾气;v.迎合;迁就;
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I thought I knew what fear was. |
我以为我知道什么是恐惧 |
That day, I learned what fear was. |
那一天,我学会了什么是恐惧 |
Overcome with the enormity of it all and the complete feeling of loss of control, |
经历所有的巨痛 并彻底感到失去控制 |
Overcome:vt.克服;胜过;vi.克服;得胜; enormity:n.巨大;暴行;极恶;
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I shed copious tears and asked my dear husband, Jayant. |
我流了很多泪水 问我亲爱的丈夫,Jayant |
shed:v.摆脱;去除;蜕;落;n.工棚;简易房;剪羊毛棚;挤奶棚; copious:adj.丰富的;很多的;多产的;
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I said, "Is this it? Is this the end of the road? |
我说,“结束了么?这就是我生命之路的尽头么?” |
Is this the end of my dance?" |
这就是我舞蹈的终结么? |
And he, the positive soul that he is, said, "No, this is just a hiatus , a hiatus during the treatment , and you'll get back to doing what you do best." |
然而他,这个乐观的灵魂 说,“不,这只是一个间隙 治疗的间隙 而且你将回来做你擅长的事 |
positive:adj.积极的;[数]正的,[医][化学]阳性的;确定的;n.正数;[摄]正片; hiatus:n.裂缝,空隙;脱漏部分; treatment:n.治疗;疗法;对待;处理;讨论;
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I realized then that I, who thought I had complete control of my life, had control of only three things: |
当时我醒悟到 我认为自己完全控制了自己的人生 但我仅仅控制了3件事 |
My thought, my mind -- the images that these thoughts created -- and the action that derived from it. |
我的思想,我的情绪—— 这些思想所创造的想象 和由这些想象所引起的行动 |
images:n.印象;声誉;形象;画像;雕像;(image的第三人称单数和复数) derived:adj.导出的;衍生的,派生的;v.得到;推断(derive的过去分词);由…而来;
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So here I was wallowing in a vortex of emotions and depression and what have you, with the enormity of the situation, wanting to go to a place of healing , health and happiness. |
所以现在我沉迷于 一种情绪的漩涡中 沮丧,和那些令你 感到情况的严酷的思绪 我想得到痊愈,健康和幸福 |
wallowing:v.打滚,翻滚;沉湎;放纵(wallow的现在分词) vortex:n.[航][流]涡流;漩涡;(动乱,争论等的)中心;旋风; emotions:n.强烈的感情;激情;情感;(emotion的复数) depression:n.沮丧;洼地;不景气;忧愁; healing:n.康复; adj.痊愈中的; v.(使)康复,复原; (heal的现在分词)
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I wanted to go from where I was to where I wanted to be, for which I needed something. |
我想从现在的我 到达我想到的彼方 为了达到这一目标 |
I needed something that would pull me out of all this. |
我需要有一股可以把我从痛苦中拉出来的力量 |
So I dried my tears, and I declared to the world at large ... |
所以 我擦干泪水 然后 我向世界宣告 |
I said, "Cancer's only one page in my life, and I will not allow this page to impact the rest of my life." |
我说,癌症只是我生命中的一页 我不会让这一页去影响我其余的人生 |
impact:n.影响;效果;碰撞;冲击力;v.挤入,压紧;撞击;对…产生影响;
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I also declared to the world at large that I would ride it out, and I would not allow cancer to ride me. |
我还向世界宣告 我将度过难关 我不会允许癌症将我打倒 |
But to go from where I was to where I wanted to be, |
但是 要从我的现状 到达我的期望 |
I needed something. |
我需要一些东西 |
I needed an anchor, an image, a peg to peg this process on, so that I could go from there. |
我需要一个依靠,一种意象 一个标杆 钉在这一过程的起始 然后我可以从那里开始 |
peg:n.楔子; v.用夹子夹住; process:v.处理;加工;列队行进;n.过程,进行;方法,adj.经过特殊加工(或处理)的;
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And I found that in my dance, my dance, my strength, my energy, my passion , my very life breath. |
然后 我从舞蹈中发现了它 我的舞蹈,我的力量,我的能量,我的热情 我生命的气息 |
passion:n.激情;热情;酷爱;盛怒;
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But it wasn't easy. |
但这并不容易 |
Believe me, it definitely wasn't easy. |
相信我,这绝不容易 |
definitely:adv.清楚地,当然;明确地,肯定地;
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How do you keep cheer when you go from beautiful to bald in three days? |
你怎能保持振奋 在你的外型从美丽 在三天之内变成秃字 |
bald:adj.秃顶的;秃头的;无毛的;
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How do you not despair when, with the body ravaged by chemotherapy , climbing a mere flight of stairs was sheer torture , that to someone like me who could dance for three hours? |
你怎能不绝望 在你的身体对化疗产生不良反应时 爬几节楼梯都像攀登险峰 对于我这样一个能连续跳3个小时的舞者? |
despair:v.绝望;失去希望;丧失信心;n.绝望; ravaged:v.毁坏;损坏;严重损害;(ravage的过去分词和过去式) chemotherapy:n.[临床]化学疗法; mere:adj.仅仅的;只不过的;n.小湖;池塘; sheer:adj.纯; v.十足地; n.透明薄纱; v.[航海](使)偏航; (使)转向; torture:v.折磨;拷问;歪曲;n.折磨;拷问;歪曲;
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How do you not get overwhelmed by the despair and the misery of it all? |
你怎能不彷徨失措 因为痛苦和绝望 |
overwhelmed:v.受打击,压倒;淹没;(overwhelm的过去分词和过去式) misery:n.痛苦,悲惨;不幸;苦恼;穷困;
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All I wanted to do was curl up and weep . |
我想做的只有蜷缩起来哭泣 |
curl:v.卷;蜷缩;鬈曲;(使)成拳曲状;n.(一绺)鬈发;(头发)拳曲;卷状物;螺旋状物; weep:n.哭泣;落泪;v.流泪;流出;
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But I kept telling myself fear and tears are options I did not have. |
但是我一直告诉我自己 畏缩和哭泣 都不是我将要做的选择 |
options:n.选择; v.得到或获准进行选择; (option的三单形式)
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So I would drag myself into my dance studio -- body, mind and spirit -- every day into my dance studio, and learn everything I learned when I was four, all over again, reworked , relearned , regrouped . |
所以我强拉自己到我的舞蹈室 我的身体,思想,和灵魂,每天都在我的舞蹈室 学习我曾经学习过的所有东西 就好像我又回到四岁 从新工作,从头学习,从新组织 |
drag:v.拖曳;生拉硬拽;拖动;n.拖累;令人厌烦的人;累赘;绊脚石; studio:n.工作室;[广播][电视]演播室;画室;电影制片厂; reworked:v.修改;重做;再加工;(rework的过去分词和过去式) relearned:vt.重学;再学习; regrouped:vi.重新组合;重新编组;vt.重组;重新部署;
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It was excruciatingly painful , but I did it. |
这一过程非常痛苦,但是我完成了 |
excruciatingly:adv.极其痛苦地;难以忍受地; painful:adj.痛苦的;疼痛的;令人不快的;
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Difficult. |
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I focused on my mudras, on the imagery of my dance, on the poetry and the metaphor and the philosophy of the dance itself. |
我专注于我的身印手印 专注于我舞蹈的意境 专注于韵律和意象 和舞蹈的哲学本身 |
imagery:n.像;意象;比喻;形象化; poetry:n.诗;诗意,诗情;诗歌艺术; metaphor:n.暗喻,隐喻;比喻说法; philosophy:n.哲学;哲理;人生观;
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And slowly, I moved out of that miserable state of mind. |
然后 缓慢的 我脱离了 我心中的悲惨境遇 |
miserable:adj.悲惨的;痛苦的;卑鄙的;
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But I needed something else. |
但是 我需要另外一些东西 |
I needed something to go that extra mile, and I found it in that metaphor which I had learned from my mother when I was four. |
我需要增加我的旅程 我在意象中找到了它 那是从我四岁就学起的 |
extra:adj.额外的:n.额外的事物:adv.额外:另外:
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The metaphor of Mahishasura Mardhini, of Durga. |
湿婆神的意象 杜尔迦女神 |
Durga, the mother goddess, the fearless one, created by the pantheon of Hindu gods. |
杜尔迦女神 无畏的神母 由印度诸神所创造 |
fearless:adj.无畏的;大胆的; pantheon:n.万神殿;名流群; Hindu:adj.印度的;印度教的;n.印度人;印度教教徒;
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Durga, resplendent , bedecked , beautiful, her 18 arms ready for warfare , as she rode astride her lion into the battlefield to destroy Mahishasur. |
杜尔迦女神 辉煌 雍容 美丽 她的十八支手臂 随时准备战斗 她乘坐神狮 进入战场去毁灭水牛阿修罗 |
resplendent:adj.光辉的;华丽的; bedecked:adj.以…装饰或点缀的;v.装饰,修饰(bedeck的过去式); warfare:n.战争;冲突; astride:v.跨着; adj.跨着的; prep.跨在…上; battlefield:n.战场;沙场;斗争的领域;容易引发冲突的情况
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Durga, the epitome of creative feminine energy, or shakti. |
杜尔迦女神 女性创造力量的象征 或者叫女性力量 |
epitome:n.缩影;摘要;象征; creative:adj.创造性的; feminine:adj.女性的;妇女(似)的;阴性的;娇柔的;
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Durga, the fearless one. |
杜尔迦 无畏的女神 |
I made that image of Durga and her every attribute , her every nuance , my very own. |
我做成了杜尔迦女神的意象 和她所有的属性和特质 我专属的意象 |
attribute:n.属性;象征;v.把…归因于;认为…属于;认为某人(某物)具有某种特性; nuance:n.细微差别;
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Powered by the symbology of a myth and the passion of my training, |
在她那种神秘符号的推动下 并伴随着我对训练的热情 |
symbology:n.符号学,符号使用;象征学,象征的使用; myth:n.神话;虚构的人,虚构的事;
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I brought laser-sharp focus into my dance, laser-sharp focus to such an extent that I danced a few weeks after surgery . |
我像激光刀般精准的专注于我的舞蹈 像激光刀般专注这样一个领域 在手术之后我跳了几周的舞 |
extent:n.程度;范围;长度; surgery:n.外科;外科手术;手术室;诊疗室;
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I danced through chemo and radiation cycles, much to the dismay of my oncologist . |
在化疗和放射疗法的治疗周期我依然跳舞 我的治疗医生很惊异 |
radiation:n.辐射;放射线;放射疗法; dismay:n.沮丧,灰心;惊慌;vt.使沮丧;使惊慌; oncologist:n.肿瘤学家;肿瘤医师;
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I danced between chemo and radiation cycles and badgered him to fit it to my performing dance schedule . |
我在化疗和放射的期间跳舞 我纠缠着让他使治疗周期 配合我的舞蹈计划 |
badgered:n.贪睡的獾(电影名); performing:adj.表演的;演奏的;v.做;执行;演出;运转(perform的现在分词) schedule:工作计划,日程安排
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What I had done is I had tuned out of cancer and tuned into my dance. |
我所成就的是 我摆脱了癌症 专注于我的舞蹈 |
tuned:v.(为乐器)调音,校音;调整,调节(发动机);调频道(tune的过去分词和过去式)
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Yes, cancer has just been one page in my life. |
是的,癌症只成为我生命中的一页 |
My story is a story of overcoming setbacks , obstacles and challenges that life throws at you. |
我的故事 是一个克服挫折 障碍和挑战的故事 那些生命带给你的 |
overcoming:v.克服;解决;战胜;(overcome的现在分词) setbacks:n.挫折;周折(setback复数); obstacles:n.障碍;障碍物;阻碍;(obstacle的复数形式)
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My story is the power of thought. |
我的故事是思想的力量 |
My story is the power of choice. |
我的故事是选择的力量 |
It's the power of focus. |
是专注的力量 |
It's the power of bringing ourselves to the attention of something that so animates you, so moves you, that something even like cancer becomes insignificant . |
这是一种力量让我们注意那些 赋予我们生机活力 深刻的感动我们 和令癌症变得无足轻重的东西 |
animates:vt.使有生气;使活泼;鼓舞;推动;adj.有生命的; insignificant:adj.无关紧要的;
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My story is the power of a metaphor. |
我的故事是意境的力量 |
It's the power of an image. |
是意象的力量 |
Mine was that of Durga, |
我的意象是杜尔迦 |
Durga the fearless one. |
杜尔迦无畏的女神 |
She was also called Simhanandini, the one who rode the lion. |
她也叫做Simhanandini 骑狮子的人 |
As I ride out, as I ride my own inner strength, my own inner resilience , armed as I am with what medication can provide and continue treatment, as I ride out into the battlefield of cancer, asking my rogue cells to behave , |
在我度过难关的过程中 我驾驭了我自己的内在力量 我的内在恢复力 我武装自己并联合治疗效果 我继续治疗 我经历了与癌症的战争 我命令那些肆意妄为的细胞顺从起来 |
inner:n.内部;射中接近靶心部分的一发;adj.里面的;向内的;内部的;接近中心的; resilience:n.恢复力;弹力;顺应力; medication:n.药;药物; rogue:n.流氓; v.游手好闲; adj.(野兽)凶猛的; behave:v.表现;(机器等)运转;举止端正;(事物)起某种作用;
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I want to be known not as a cancer survivor, but as a cancer conqueror . |
我希望被世人认可,不是作为癌症幸存者 而是作为癌症征服者 |
conqueror:n.征服者;占领者;胜利者;
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I present to you an excerpt of that work "Simhanandini." |
我向你们呈现一段我的舞蹈 “狮子吼经”(Simhanandani) |
excerpt:n.摘录,引用;vt.引用,摘录;vi.摘录,引用;
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